- DAMN INTELLIGENT
- VALUABLE AS HELL AND NOT THE LEAST BIT WORTHLESS
- SUPER FUCKING LOVED
- EXTREMELY GOD DAMN INTERESTING
- NOT TO MENTION A HOT PIECE OF ASS
I’m reblogging this because it’s an awesome message, BUT ALSO BECAUSE I HOVERED OVER IT
So my uncle committed suicide yesterday. This is the second family member that has killed themselves. And it just kills me to think that he sent his wife away so she wouldn’t have to be there when it happened. He cared for everyone but no one could see how much he was hurting. My family were all talking about how sad he must have been and that he was so brave to shoot himself and how they will all miss him. Little do they know that suicide thoughts go through my head almost everyday.
So, it’s my birthday and I’m officially 17… Wonder how many years I still have left on this crap life.
Family are supposed to help you get through things and make you feel better… But in my family everyone just seems to run me down. I woke up feeling abit better and not so depressed. But then get told from my gran, my own gran, that I could lose abit more weight and that i need to do something about the pimples on my face ( I literally have 2 little ones on my cheek).
My legs are burning from these cuts.
I’m just so over being played and hurt….I can’t take it anymore. People wonder why I don’t open up to them, or why I have trust issues, or why I don’t get close to anyone. It’s because everyone that I have ever trusted or opened up to and let them know everything has let me down and walked away. Guys are such jerks. The amount of times I get led on then dropped is endless. I have no true friends. I know lots of people, but I have no true friends. I hate it. I hate to know I have no one I can turn to when I need help.